Even with everything that had happened, I'm grateful for the life I have.
And I'm certainly grateful for the things my family has done for me.

I really need someone to talk to me about tonight. Talking about it usually makes me feel better.
I still am feeling sick to my stomach, and I know it's not the food.
But, I think I'm going to have to leave this as it is, for now.

The worst part is; This is probably the last Christmas we'll have as the four of us, and that doesn't bother me.

I'm over holding back in saying things I need to.
This is becoming more than an occasional resentment.

You taking the time to do that for me really is going to be the best present I receive all day.

I mean, these sweats maaay be a close second. Just maybe, but still, nothing compares to what I just received.

You truly are the best, and I don't even think you realize how great that was for me.

Man, I sure do love you.

In fact, that'd be a great way to get my savings going.
Now that'd I'm earning money faster, it'll happen either way.
Just haven't that cash in the bank would help me in many, many ways.

As much as I love this guitar, I hope my dad sells it.
Over a grand for my dad and myself each wouldn't be half bad.